normally i wait a couple weeks after i write a poem to post it – but my sense is i will lose my place, forget – forget… forget i was here, mentally & everything else will seem unreal later – the feeling of now, the reality – the true sobriety . . .

of things we can’t say because certain people.

so under the fear i would never put this up — under the drunkenness of sober forgettenness – forgetting why we’re here, for this — here is a just-written ‘songpoem,’ fawr ewyoo:

you are wine
& chocolate
heaven & pearls,
heaven & pearls,

drink, & whirling
thru mystical twirls
’round the mystical world!

& as i gush – i am gushing –

for you . . .

i never want to see
your naked backside bounce,
with you playing someonelse’s girl

cause you’re creme
& velour,
you’re better than, the rest of the world!

so commmmmmmmmmmme across the sky dark country
step on it – step on it
for me

don’t lee–ee–eeave me, you’re Air
when i inhale, you’re all i want

to breathe – & penile, doesn’t begin,
doesn’t begin to describe me
& you, becoming

creeee-eeee-eeeme
creme & pearls –
you are heaven
atop a mystical world

see-ee-ee-king you

seeking you – you’re the truuuu

—

. . . this is fun . . .
never really leave me, pudding-chomper,
never really stop making lover hearting lover be one

. . . & punkin’, next time you see me

just kiss my lips
unveil your pearlesence
creme & heaven
let your skirt lift

a
top
a mystical world . . .

& then i want you to give me a sweet goodnitekiss

Chocolate.

– Joe =D
December 11th, 2015.

(Inspired by girls simply, Jenny Lewis’s I Never, & a female pop star.)

=D Goodnite.